For some reason, I've been down a lot lately.And I'm not sure why. My life is no better nor worse than it has been but I've found it to be an effort to leave my bed. Probably 1 in 10 people who claim mental illness acyually have one, and I'm pretty sure I don't have one. I think maybe we all need to escape from increasingly overwhelming reality. Especially sissies like me.
When I decided to stop being an idiot, and made the conscious decision to FEEL I opened the door to a ton of hurt. It's hard to go through life as a stone and begin to become a human being. But I am doing it and I just hope that you folks understand . I'm not looking for pity, but quite the opposite. My hope is for you awesome folks to give my pansy ass a boot back into the person that you dig.
Be well.
You seem to be a pretty cool person to me. I don't pretend to know all you have been through, so I'm just going to say that it is amazing what a person can do, get through, or accomplish when they have to. So you will be fine, because you have to be, unless you are a coward, which I sincerely doubt. Hang tough, gotta have downs to appreciate and recognise the ups. I believe in you.
ReplyDeleteEveryone needs a timeout once in a while. Stay in bed, watch some bad movies, listen to (your preferred version of) emo music. Relish in it.
ReplyDeleteAfter a couple of days dust yourself off, get dressed, and start the painful healing process.
This is one of life's challenges. You're strong enough to win.