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Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Reality Bite

  For some reason, I've been down a lot lately.And I'm not sure why. My life is no better nor worse than it has been but I've found it to be an effort to leave my bed. Probably 1 in 10 people who claim mental illness acyually have one, and I'm pretty sure I don't have one. I think maybe we all need to escape from increasingly overwhelming reality. Especially sissies like me.
When I decided to stop being an idiot, and made the conscious decision to FEEL I opened the door to a ton of hurt. It's hard to go through life as a stone and begin to become a human being. But I am doing it and I just hope that you folks understand . I'm not looking for pity, but quite the opposite. My hope is for you awesome folks to give my pansy ass a boot back into the person that you dig.

Be well.


  1. You seem to be a pretty cool person to me. I don't pretend to know all you have been through, so I'm just going to say that it is amazing what a person can do, get through, or accomplish when they have to. So you will be fine, because you have to be, unless you are a coward, which I sincerely doubt. Hang tough, gotta have downs to appreciate and recognise the ups. I believe in you.

  2. Everyone needs a timeout once in a while. Stay in bed, watch some bad movies, listen to (your preferred version of) emo music. Relish in it.
    After a couple of days dust yourself off, get dressed, and start the painful healing process.
    This is one of life's challenges. You're strong enough to win.


Enjoy yourself, it's later than you think